to make me sound sad

I wish David would read my message and reply.
It makes me sad but I've somehow convinced myself that this boy who looks twelve is the greatest thing in the world.
I feel so dumb. I mean he only plays bass (btw whats it with me and bassists?)
If anything Dan should mean my world since his lyrics are so awesome. But its not.

If you dont know what I'm talking about...This Providence. They are basically the bees knees in my eyes.
I am a giant Teenie right now and it makes me sick.
But you dont understand that I haven't felt this way while listening to an album in a long time. If I still used a cd player they would never leave the cd player.
And since I'm dirt poor and can only afford a shuffle I cant really be assed going back and playing them...I still do though I go back and play them on repeat all day.
I dance around and sing to them when no one is home.
I also plan on cleaning while listening to them.
I don't even know if the lyrics can relate to me. All I know is that the melody picks me up and I dont feel so stressed.

I make myself sick.
Anymore of this feeling and they're going to kick Boys like Girls off my top 25 most played list on itunes (btw I dont even know how that happened. shuffle plays them like that I swear i am totes over that song) and they're also going to kick TAI back a notch on my top friends list on myspace. And I LOVE TAI. They've already kicked Panic off and I love panic.
Dave Melillo never leaves the top friends list. I love him more than Cute is does.

yes I am a nerd when it comes to my bands.
Call me what you want/
but I pretty much Love This Prov. And I am going to buy their other album once I have money or decide that I dont hate RealGroovy wellington.
Because right now I do. They are SLACK
just saying.


Oh
This Prov.