I hate it when they fight. I wish someone would take me out of my life forever. I just dont get it. They encourage each other to yell at each other and its pathetic. She always starts crying and they dont talk to each other. All the others can escape but I cant. Why? Because I'm always the one that stays at home to make sure they dont go through with their suicide threats. Grow up. You're fucking parents. If you want to get a divorce go right ahead. But I'm not living here if you do. I'll get fucking emancipated and live by myself in a cardboard box if I have to. And no one gets any peace when they fight. They fight over the dumbest things. I swear to god if I have to listen to one more fight I will go and sit in that field by myself. I dont care. I mean you would think they would set a better example.
idiots.
Urgh. Someone save me. I need a hero.
It always ends in misery. And people wonder why I am like I am. Why its so hard for me to let people in. Why I tend to have trust issues. Why I'm a pessimist. Why I'm always so down. Why the hell I feel like I need some kind of drug to keep me sane.
No one knows that for as long as I remember I've always been teased, called names and made fun of. They never get it. I'm just sick of it. I wish people would leave me alone sometimes.
Just leave me alone. I wish I were invisible. I thought I was invisible. Half the time I'm wrong.
oh and p.s. I need new glasses.
Sha dear, I cant come into town every second weekend anymore. I got new hours...can you post me my dvd? If you cant I'll work something out and come get it when I have time.
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