Some say love died| Way too many times| when it deserved to be alive

I heart that song right now...I dont know why but I do.
So its been a while since my last update...right? I dont remember my last one so whatevers.
So heres what's happened so far in this week:

On thursday I recieved a phonecall from Marko which went like this:
Marko: hello is Ivy there
me: uh yeah whose this?
marko: its marko, hey I was just wondering if you could work tonight. Reds sick and yeah
me: uh yeah sure
marko: sweet. um its from 5 to 9 and you'll be working alone. Is that cool?
me: oh yeah thats fine

And that resulted in me working my first shift alone. I brought some cds with me.

• Anti-flag
• Cute is what we aim or
• The Academy is
• fall out boy (take this to your grave)
• mest

So I was playing TAI... In store and these girls walk in...she goes "Oh I thought this was Panic! at the disco" I just turned around and took calming breathes.
Now lets get to the Ivy we know and love and let me fucking rant//::
"Now first off, TAI... sound NOTHING like P!ATD I mean Becks has a different voice and dude have you listened to them? DIFFERENTO!
Secondly, the one thing the boys have in common is being on FBR and having been on tours together and they share A&R guy...Peen Wentz. Thats it, if you cant tell the difference between the two dont come near me or else I'll rip you to shreads" end rant //::

So I gave the girl my "you are a fucking moron" look and looked away. Pssht you aint cool when you get that look., So this event has resulted in me being allowed to give people "you...are a fucking moron" looks. Its my right as a sales assistant to give people these. If they dont know they're wrong they're gonna go around claiming they know a band like WOAH! Like those teenies, remember a few blogs back? Yeah if they arent told the truth they're gonna go around saying Brendon was kicked out of the band to everyone and it will all just go down the drain. Horrible horrible.

Went to work, did shift had a large caramel mochiatto with three shots...the chick handed me a free expresso card thing...is she suggesting i get expressos? Oh and those teenagers looked at me weird like "whoa three shots? she's insane...so she's short and she drinks large coffees...weird!"

was dying for a pee by 8.45 but couldnt go because I didnt have a key. Craig came and closed up for me.

Friday:

Night. Mom was cutting an onion and didnt use a chopping bored, cut her finger required stitches. Me and Michelle finished the cooking while she was at the A&E. Had to cancel plans with Nikki for today because of this.

Saturday:

Just came back from going out with Michelle again. She got me a coffee...yes so I'm not tired anymore...white chocolate mocha mmmm. I got me some new stripey socks (green and black and white and pink) went to try on some skinny jeans cause according to my brother i'm "emu no wait Emo...well are you panda?"
The guy from just jeans...you know the weird guy that gave daniel the evils when he saw us outside hallenstiens and then looked at me strangely when we went into justjeans a few blogs back? yeah him. He asked me if I needed any help and got me a pair of pants...didnt have my size so i went to the next one up...size 14...urgh whatevers...come spring my diet will kick into action and I'll get slimmer. Hopefully. The pants I got werent jeans and werent tight on the legs, they stretched so I didnt get them. Just Jeans sells skinny jeans for 160...I'll just save up for some lee ones they're 120...i think...I need to try some on first to see what it looks like. I'll go glassons next week sat during my break.

I got a phone call yesterday. Marko again. Red's terribly ill and in bed so I'm working tomorrow. All day. 9-5...does anyone have the address for webmessenger? Or better yet if you want to talk I wanna try that new myspace IM thing...yo's.
So work tomorrow. Yay ! I got me a new FOB poster. Yup no one else has it from the store cause there was only one and I grabbed it. Its the one with them in little windows...michelle thinks they're ugly...soooo? So is Chris Brown but you dont see me commenting on him.

So work tomorrow. My back aches. I need to sleep properly. In the middle of a weird dream this morning, mom came in and told me to do the laundry and killed my dream...they were up to the last line of the story and I dont know how it ends now. Cause with me when i wake up? I'm up for good. Well sometimes I can get back to sleep but if its in the middle of a dream thats it. I'm up. Plus it was like 8 o clock...i watched Justice League this morning it was good. What happened to animaniacs and stuff though? WB bring back your cartoons for me I miss them...damn you tv2 for playing all that crap like that hihipuffyamiyumi shit I got nauseous watching that.
Urgh I miss Pinky and the Brain and since we're not getting sky anymore I cant watch my old favourites. World cup on Monday. 5.30 am I am SO up for it. Setting my clocks and getting to bed early on sunday...well tomorrow. There is no way in hell I'm missing the final.

Oh we were talking about the guy at Just jeans right. He's cute. I'd date him...hot.

Thats it i think...mmmm I need to think of more cds to play at work...I'm gonna take GCH, FOB (first album) and thats all I got so far...I wanna take obscure things that wouldnt get played there...we'll see. Def. taking my CIWWAF again. I love that album too much for my own good.

Urgh downloading a set and it wont seem to download properly...downloaded Zoli's twice and it wouldnt work...I'll try again later when I'm not so lazy and tired. need to clean Gary's house.

got bored during work. Drew a picture:

Oh TOC tickets are gettinf bought next week hopefully sometimes soon. According to my Sha-an-tayface they arent doing so well....hmmm pssst according to her and warner the P!ATD boys plan on visiting after TOC and their australian shows...more to come. More to save. I want that hoodie minus the damn P&H fees. It'll be 60 like my sp one I never wear. listened to old mix cd last night and remember how pop punky I used to be...it was all GC, SP and Mest....and YC but its kinda evolved from that...its still Mest and YC but I've added more bands onto the list. GC's last album let me down a little but I just wanna live still cracks me up everytime lets hope they can make it up to me this time round.

I drew a picture yesterday and it got me thinking how come my pictures dont have full lines?

Seriously? Anyways thats it for the day. You've had your Ivyfix and thats all that matters.

Sha-an-tayface likes to call me Spoon...whatever happened to the Ivy? So I've resorted to calling her Knife. I miss Monladle and Nikspork and even...I cant believe I'm gonna say this Indiespatula...a little. He was my pesk of the day.

Oh and I know why I love Jeff from CIWWAF he reminds me of Ben Gaul-Crown...aka Hugglesbear! Ben gives me the best cuddles he's like a giant bear. I attacked him with a hg once...and he was jumping up and down. Thank you Nikki for pointing out that if he jumped when I hugged him I would've hugged his crotch. Yup he's taller then me. And I have good timing. I miss his hugs...they're healthy for me.

Ok thats all.

Oh my brother was like "when you get your boyfriend I'm gonna kill him like "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WITH MY SISTER? YOU BETTER NOT TOUCH HER CUNT!" like ok?" and I was like "uh yeah...you're so not meeting my boyfriend then..."

That is all. Good bye.

oh and p.s my hands smell like exit mould from cleaning the bathroom this morning. the things I do for a clean bathroom.