Your memories always caught me like a ghost| To put it nicely I hope you choke

James said my hair looked punkish today, styled and poofy...its called sleping funny with wet hair and not brushing it the next day. We shared crushes today, it was awesome. We're getting closer. Its always great to have a platonic relationship with a guy who is straight and can give you your lesbian tuesdays like James does. I mean sure I have guy friends but none of them are like James. James is textbook weird while the other guys are soccer weird.
I broke my nail today and now it feels weird.
James dubbed Panic!boy with a new name. Panic!boy is now Eygptian guy/ pharoah NO I like Panic!boy. Becca had a picture of Ryan Ross today on her dp and I swear to fucking god I thought it was Panic!boy. I wish he would tell me to go go cry in the corner *coughdanielyouluckybitchcough* I'd tell him only if he fucked me first. Bow chica bow bow indeed.

Speeches today, I have to repeat it monday. She was disappointed that I hadnt memorized most of it and the fact that I said it too fast, which by the way for the record is not my fault. I naturally talk fast..

Can I just say that apart from my error of not using the ellipse there I love my hair? When it plays nice that is. Its black but its not, its dark brown but its not. Its brack naturally too. Awesome, saves me tonnes on hairdye. *coughnikkicough*

I was reading up on Chicago. I wanna go to the university there and the girls told me to apply. They were like what's the worst that could happen? You get rejected oooh! But lets just say I did apply, and I did get it...I would forever be in debt. Forever.

Monique and I also came up with this theory yesterday. Since we have recently been seeing Panic!boy around school more (no we're not stalking him wait it all works out) I came up with the idea that he's stalking us because whereever we go we always see him unlike when I was 'in love' with him I never saw him. So here's out theory/game.
If we see him more then five times a day it means he's stalking us/me. BUT we cant go looking for him, because that would WE would be stalking HIM. So we see him once in the mornings most time so thats once. Since it was cold and I spent the entire day in English basically today he wasnt stalking us. He might've been we dont know. Damn I want in his pants. He looks Indie. HEY SHA! Here's an Indie boy that if you snag I'll snag off you. I keed I keed.
So anyways the game will continue on monday if we see him more then five times he's totally stalking me and wants my secks...I wish.

Ayla thinks he looks girly. People need to stop putting down my crushes. I dont usually find a guy at Edgewater I think is good looking and the last thing I need is people telling me "he looks like a girl, he has big lips, he's ugly and blah blah blah"
I'm not exactly girlish looking, my lips arent exactly perfect, I'm not exactly pretty, I'm hair and eyeliner. Its true if you were to break me down I'd be hair and eyeliner. If you were to give me a title based on the way I looked I'd be "too much eyelinre girl" and you know you'd end up calling me that too.

Jerry Only may have came first but his eyeliner has got NOTHING on me when I first started wearing it. I've cut back and thats still a lot. I went through my first eyeliner in less them six months...speaking of which I need to get a new eyeliner soon. Estee lauder in black if anyone wants to get it for me.

I lost my Antidote Apparel badge too. I dont know where it was. I either dropped it on the way home, on the bus, around the street or at home somewhere. I dont know and I really liked it too. It cost me like $3 here well you know thats after conversions not including postage. Aww I'm sad now if someone would like to tell Greg I lost mine and manage to convince him to send one my way or if someone would like to buy me one feel free to.

I'm heading into town tomorrow, visiting my Mistress Sha and giving her, her merch. Hang out, shop, Ryan Groove and then bus home. I need to get clothes and look for my book voucher so I can get AP.
Crystel asked if she could work again so she is. Its cool. I get to visit my mistress ad get my money. I'm hoping on my way home I find my I heart tofu badge or something cause I really did love that badge. I hadn't even had it for a week yet either.
Gonna ctrl + V whatever is on my mouse:
I just gave myself the shivers,
and that's what you get when you think about her.
And I just gave myself the shivers,
and that's what you get, that's what you get.

Awww sweat the battle before it sweats you. The Spoon loves that song.
The Spoon loves the Fork...I think I'll dub my next boyfriend *insertname*Fork for the laughs.
You know you'd laugh. Laugh like lmahhrtgbfdsgbfao laugh

Kimberly asked me why I call myself Ivyspoon. Its simple. I stole it from Ryan Ross. SHIT she's gonna tell God on me now and he's gonna smite me. GEEZ I'm not gonna go to her hippy loving God camp...I love SCIENTOLOGY OK? Let's play a game called "dont force me into your religion and I wont do the same to you"

Ball tomorrow. Everyone has Ball fever but the Spoon. Screw the ball till next year. Masquarade bitches, I need to lose weight this summer so I can look hot and pretty in my dress that's hopefully getting made m'dear Tilly/i the awesomest fashion designer EVER cause I love her.

That's it. This is probably one of the longer blogs I've posted this month. I'm out. Night peeps

The Spoon has spoken. Someone slap me and stop me from saying The Spoon