Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman

I depress myselves sometimes. Again wrapped me tight around his little finger.
Hey FOX, make me your next reality show. God My life is full of drama. I create it myself for sures.
Hoping to myself that you would walk through the doors
praying to god that you would
but why would I do that?
When all I know
is that you're name is Adam and that you had someone walk up to you and made it look like they were going to grab your package? (Hot. I'd hit that)
Phrase of the day: I'd hit that.
I'd hit that hit that hit that ass!

Anyways.
*locks self in blog and prays that everything blows over*
That's never gonna work. Life hates me.
it's me against life.
Life has a gun
Honey havent you heard? Life has a gun and it knows how to use it. I'm the target for all of my bullshit.
Isn't life interesting?
I bet it is.

I've been banned at it.
He's held it in his palm. And its gonna be crushed to pieces in a few months.
Misery is my middle name.

Misery is my middle name.
Deciet puts the Sur in Surname
Lies is what I go by
Hatred is what they call me.
I'm as normal as they cant come

Here's a list of Flaws,
I:

• Wear to much eyeliner
• talk to fast
• am online too much
• fail hard at classes
• cant sing
• cant play guitar to save my life
• borrow money I dont have
• Fall for guys like you too easy.

The pros and cons of being me.
You all like to stare and ridicule but none of you take the time to speak.
I'd rather be left alone sometimes then talked to.

Is this too much? Am I obsessed. Most likely. He's got that hold over me.

Like I said in the beginning. He's got me wrapped around his little finger.